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Andrew Joseph White

You Weren't Meant to be Human by Andrew Joseph White (Evernight October 2025 Exclusive)

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Rated 5.0 out of 5 stars
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$27.00

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About the product

Alien meets Midsommar in this chilling debut adult novel from award-winning author Andrew Joseph White about identity, survival, and transformation amidst an alien invasion in rural West Virginia.

Festering masses of worms and flies have taken root in dark corners across Appalachia. In exchange for unwavering loyalty and fresh corpses, these hives offer a few struggling humans salvation. A fresh start. It’s an offer that none refuse.

Crane is grateful. Among his hive’s followers, Crane has found a chance to transition, to never speak again, to live a life that won’t destroy him. He even met Levi: a handsome ex-Marine and brutal killer who treats him like a real man, mostly. But when Levi gets Crane pregnant—and the hive demands the child’s birth, no matter the cost—Crane’s desperation to make it stop will drive the community that saved him into a devastating spiral that can only end in blood.

Our Evernight Exclusive edition is a Royal hardback and features:

  • An exclusive redesigned cover (art by @esgalor; design by @chattynora)
  • Full colour art and foil on the hardback (by @anwitacitriya)
  • Digitally printed edges (by @esgalor)
  • Illustrated endpapers (by @spookgeist); different front and back
  • Bonus content
  • Digitally signed by the author
  • Standalone horror
  • Autistic trans man MC

If you like books featuring cults, alien invasions and examinations of identity, we think you’ll enjoy this one!

Photos by @bookwormgram

'A masterpiece of horror.' - K.M. Enright

'A tenderly beating, bloody heart of a novel.' - Kiersten White

About the Author

Andrew Joseph White is a trans, autistic, best-selling author from Virginia, where he grew up falling in love with monsters and wishing he could be one too. He received his MFA in Creative Writing from George Mason University in 2022. His debut novel, Hell Followed With Us, was a William C. Morris Award Finalist, and his second, The Spirit Bares Its Teeth, received a 2024 Stonewall Honor.

Content warnings for You Weren't Meant to Be Human

  • Content Warning

    • Infanticide involving cannibalism
    • Graphic depictions of pregnancy and childbirth as violence and body horror; on-page early stillbirth with subsequent desecration of corpse; on-page botched DIY abortion
    • Narrative focus on suicidality and planning suicide, with no attempt made; similar focus on self-harm, shown on-page (disfigurement via scalding)
    • Consistently unclear sexual boundaries and consent, up to and including rape, often involving confusion on behalf of the survivor
    • Sexual fantasies/intrusive thoughts involving abuse and bestiality
    • Domestic abuse
    • Graphic violence
    • Emetophobia warning
    • Weird parasitic bug shit, needles, general transphobia and ableism, etc.

    In addition to a graphic focus on pregnancy, miscarriage, abortion, and childbirth, You Weren’t Meant to Be Human contains depictions of suicidal ideation, self-harm, violence, sex, and abuse—sometimes alone, sometimes combined, sometimes indistinguishable one from another.

5.0
Rated 5.0 out of 5 stars
Based on 8 reviews
8 reviews
  • JW
    Jennifer W.
    Verified Buyer
    I recommend this product
    Rated 5 out of 5 stars
    3 minutes ago
    You weren’t meant to be human

    Bought as a gift for my daughter, she was very happy, the dust cover art is amazing and the edge of the book is just wow

  • BK
    Brooke K.
    Verified Buyer
    I recommend this product
    Rated 5 out of 5 stars
    18 hours ago
    You Weren’t Meant to be Human

    might be my favourite book of the year and this edition encapsulates it perfectly

  • C
    Christina
    I recommend this product
    Rated 5 out of 5 stars
    2 months ago
    5 Stars

    Absolutely gorgeous

  • K
    Kamea
    I recommend this product
    Rated 5 out of 5 stars
    2 months ago
    5 Stars

    Perfect! Cant wait to read!

  • N
    Noel
    I recommend this product
    Rated 5 out of 5 stars
    2 months ago
    5 Stars

    Beautiful book, packaged arrived undamaged. I do think the package needs more protective materials. I just got lucky. The artwork is amazing, this book was designed with great care

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