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Sasha Laurens

When I Picture You by Sasha Laurens (Afterlight 'How You Get The Girl' Exclusive)

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About the product

A big-hearted and sexy queer rom-com celebrating the kind of sweeping romance that inspires our favorite love songs.

Renee Feldman is desperate for a fresh start. She’d hoped to rediscover her creative spark by taking time off from her MFA in documentary film. Instead, she’s stalled. Barista-ing doesn’t chip away at her debt, her thesis project is nonexistent, and if she doesn’t re-enroll next semester, she’ll be out of the program.

Pop star Lola Gray is supposed to be the songwriter of her generation—but she hardly feels like it anymore. It’s been a year since her secret relationship imploded, simultaneously breaking Lola’s heart, annihilating her plan to come out, and plummeting her into writer’s block.

But when Lola sees Renee at her sister’s wedding, all that stress comes to a grinding halt. Lola’s teenage crush on the fearless lesbian next door was so overwhelming, it secretly inspired her debut album. Lola and Renee haven’t crossed paths in a decade, but that night sparks fly.

Renee is still processing the hottest—and most unexpected—one-night stand of her life when Lola surprises her again. Her team is producing a documentary alongside her next album, but the director they hired is a creep. Lola needs Renee to replace him…and filming starts in a week. With her thesis deadline approaching, Renee knows this is her only ticket to graduation.

As Lola and Renee reconnect, there’s no denying the feelings they have for each other or the renewed creativity it inspires. But neither realizes how hard it will be to tell their love story in an industry that sets a narrative of its own.

Our Afterlight Exclusive edition is a B-format hardback and features:

  • An exclusive redesigned cover (art by @monikarozaa; design by @perrycuffdesigns)
  • Full colour art on the hardback (by @monikarozaa; design by @perrycuffdesigns)
  • Digitally printed edges (by @monikarozaa)
  • Illustrated endpapers (by @gbaa.cham); different front and back
  • Bound-in author letter
  • Bonus content
  • Hand signed by the author

The book at a glance:

  • Adult standalone romance
  • Featuring: exclusive redesigned cover; full colour art on the hardback; digitally printed edges; illustrated endpapers; author letter; bonus content; signed by the author
  • F/F romance; white lesbian FMC; white bisexual/queer FMC

Photos by @bookwormgram

Tropes for When I Picture You include: enemies-to-lovers, forced proximity, fake dating, small town to big city, celebrity romance

About the Author

Sasha Laurens is originally from Northern California and has lived in New York and St. Petersburg, Russia. When she's not writing fiction and missing the West Coast, she is pursuing a PhD in political science on protest movements in authoritarian states.

Content warnings for When I Picture You

  • Content Warning

    • Outing
    • Homophobia
    • Parental abandonment

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